wahz. so many thoughts running through my mind.
i blog everyday. ohmygosh. craziness.
i spent the whole day reading forums. -.-" like sgclub.com. it's really fun lahz. cause i think i cannot do vigorous exercise yet as im still abit sick. so can only get rid of this lethargy like 2-3 days later... my sis wants me to join this varsity volleyball team on sunday afternoons. they play volleyball tgt for fun... n hv friendly competitions with other teams too. yeah; today i got a lil addicted to volleyball. i get the *ZINGG! feeling whenever i play; according to eunice. wakaka.
econs exam is next week; so i still can slack for a while eh. ^.^ im having the holiday feeling already. haha.
hm; reading the forums; it's kinda scary how low the starting pay for poly grads is... then i was relating it to my work. really want to be financially secure by retirement. actually; i dont know why im worrying or thinking so much about the future for.... so many things can change. my mindset, my expectations, etc.... i dont want to be super rich; i just want to have enough, be contented and live life happily. money will never be enough... if we always want to compare opportunity cost; might as well compare against paris hilton whose very existence has provided her with financial wealth.
then i was thinking about many people who spent many years pursuing a diploma or degree in a certain area; spend so much time studying in that field; in the end come out to work; they change industries. isnt that quite wasted? which makes me feel sometimes that what we study now may not even be applicable. have heard so many stories about engineers who go into sales/banking etc... then what's the point of studying engineering in the first place... waste so much money, time and effort. thou engin degrees are highly looked upon. the complexities of life... some so oxymoronic. too complicated for my puny brain to comprehend.... that's why... im really too practical for my own good... gahhh....
ohh... another thing i was thinkng about... didnt understand why teachers, who were students at first, want to go into a teaching career.. for the money? it's like, the education goes one big round. makes me think about how people keep saying a degree is so impt; then when the student comes out of uni; he/she ends up being a teacher. i found that such a waste of talent.. cause that person could hv done other things like being an accountant or something. sigh. nearly everything is done for money... ohmygosh.... i hate growing up... i want to be stuck in my own world so that i dont have to think about the gazillion complexities of being an adult... hahahaa. i sound like a kid. hahaha.
wish life was simpler... well... all i know now is... the important thing is not to be stressed. to live healthily. to be happy in whatever you do. otherwise... you'll feel tired of living eventually.
