today sales was super bad. about $500 only. as compared to kim's. cause she's in west mall. supposed to hv fewer pple than in plaza sing. and her sales are equal to, or better. v depressed lah.... my selling skills v lan? lol.
today there were like super few people at ps... as compared to friday n weekends; where on escalators there will be a steady stream of people. needless to say; my commission for today has gone out of the window. nid to hv 1.4k of sales then can get 1% of commission. plus my face and non-existent reputation gone down the drain le. work in ps still hv so horrible sales...
i was very depressed lah. then i called ber... ber never fails to make me cheer up can... ^.^ haha. sigh... well, just hearing her say 'it'll be alright', was enough for me... enough to remind me that failures are part of life... not everything works out all the time.
then... made friends with the guy selling acer laptops beside me... he's from np biomech.. then maybe he slightly pek chek about me lamenting about my sales... hahaha. then he told me that sometimes hv to count on luck..... thou i dont believe in luck exactly; but well, not everyday will go well all the time.... sigh... well, if this continues on, i can only say that it's not the traffic flow; it's me. lol. hv yet to see.
anw..... on a lighter note. we talked about laptops. yeah. what do you expect. talk to guys is either talk about laptops or electronics. -.-" then i said that acer quality no good; but he say acer quality getting better le... hahaha. but fun lah. then veryvery funny. one customer was asking how the laptop got surround sound. then he describe until like 'you know, the sound like go all around you... until like got surround sound.." I WAS GONNA LAUGH UNTIL I EXPLODE LAHHH. but cause got customer there mah; so cannot scare her away.. hahahahaa. so funny lah!!! as if that was not enough; he still continued to try to explain to her how the laptop got surround sound.... hahahahahahaa. hilarious.... that made my day lah. otherwise i would have been a super depressed pig when i came home.
gah anyway... there was this customer who made my day too... two customers actually. one was a middal aged lady; very hip mum. asked me how i dl games into my phone. which is like; illegal lah.. hahaha. still ask... hahaha. then she gave me her hp no; then she's coming back on fri... stll hv to sms her the website url. haha.
then got this filipino expat.. managed to carry out a fruitful conversation with him... on how learning languages we nid software cause relying on the internet to learn is really very hard... i tried b4. talk alot lah. anw i was kinda sian abt my sales le; by that time it was night. so talking made me feel better. haha. then; he wanted to get an iq test software; and if i was the kind to push my sales; i would hv talked crap and said how good it is that u can test yr iq and stuff.. but i didnt... instead i said that there's alot of those iq tests on internet le... don hv to buy... cause i myself don believein tt software; so why would i recommend it... i will only recommend those i really think it's useful. which is majority of it lah. only one or two which i dont feel pple really nid lah. otherwise, even those similiar to photoshop software are better than photoshop. cause photoshop nid to learn so many things. learn until sian.. might as well get the software. save time. cause they got so many pre-made stuff. if i got the money.... sure buy le... hahahaha. but that's like; i'll never have the money can. hahaha.
lol. so long paragraph. my point is that; i will nv talk crap abt software i dont believe in just to push my sales..... wonder if that's my weak point.... still v sad about my sales; but.... trying to think about it like my pacc and econs ca1... scored so badly. 60+... i still studied for ca2 lah.. then econs was better but pacc was still bad; but at least i maintained my score instead of dropping... sigh.... so often i dont see what's the point... keep questioning..... so what, so what, so what... and why, why why.... why kim's sales better than mine... y i so lan.. lol. supervisor sure v pek chek abt my incompetence.... newcomer better than me. hahaha. sigh. not like i nv try. i dunno... i dunno... i dunno...... i got so many things wrong with me lah. not smart enough; not good enough at sales; school results also not say super good.... i dunno.... feel like there's so many bad things about me...
but.... that's where friends come in... really.... not everyone can be the best all the time.. we need people to remind us that we are only human... that if im not good at one thing; i need not feel guilty.... just move on and try to find something else you're good at. friends' encouragements can really heal a broken heart... =)
ah i typed so much... cause... today i learnt so much... you know; i was actually suicidal after i got back my pacc, econs and stats results after ca1... cause i really put in alot of effort..... in the end; come back all Cs. at least now econs got an A. sigh. can really see the truth in hassan's quote.. haha. success is not final; failure should not be fatal. i like the success part... cause it's really true.... you can hv success at one point of life; and fail at another.
thank goodness for friends....
