Tuesday, 28 August 2007

ohmigosh!! today was such a happening day. so many things going on...

anyways. i shall start from the top.

morning: went to funan for COMEX IT show briefing... wow.. so many things we nid to remember. plus they gave us a piece of paper with all the acer laptop specifications on it. gonna get my dad to explain every single detail to me.. since im not IT trained by course. not good if people ask me what that is and i don know how to explain right.. haha.

oh; i finally managed to get proper sleep. like; about 7 hours. cause i swam last night. NIGHTT. lol. my first time swimming at night... turned out not so freaky after all. actually, i always procrastinate in going to swim cause of the cold water.. i dont like getting used to it initially.. and needless to say; i dont like cold water. haha. but no choice... i think i may hv to do that everyday. otherwise insomnia will kick in. T.T

then... chatted with the rest of spse IT show people at macs for like 2 hours. hahaha. time passed so fast man..!!

anyways. i had an spse bookbuzz project meeting at 6pm; so darren and i went to esplanade library to do whatever we could for the proj... i designed the poster and cleared up alot of operating procedures with him... it's just so much to do until i can explode lah... it's been long since ive had that feeling. the last time was IDEA project. that just killed me lah. eventually, i realised that i felt mentally and emotionally drained... mainly because im afraid that the people in charge would not accept our proposal for this change. imagine doing up a nice proposal for 4 hours and it's not accepted... ohmygosh... will faint lah. but.. i guess doing this feels more rewarding than school projects like IDEA. idea is like; think so much, create so much, in the end you know that 99.99% that your idea or proposal will NOT be implemented. it's really really draining. cause you spend so much time on it and nothing comes out of it. fine, maybe it's the learning process that counts; but really, you cant possibly be getting nowhere after doing so much. it gets tiring after a while.

hence, i doubt i will be going into the events planning industry in the future. so many details to go into, so many people's considerations; i wonder how people last out long-term in those such industries. thou there was a period of time where i contemplated transferring to NP because it has this thru-train degree program to an advertising/events-planning uni which will be subsidised by the govt. got really pek chek that i went to sp. haha. had a talk with my parents; and gradually accepted the fact that i may not be able to ta-han in that industry for long. and it's true.. just school projects and this project is draining me. i havent found what i'm really good at; that'll take some time.. but the good thing is; i do not regret my choice in coming to business... yet... =) haha. hopefully i never will.

then... at 6 we met the rest of the team at plaza sing for a short meeting... i expected it to be longer; but i guess that since we planned out alot of things systematically; there wasnt the need to stay for very long. and two people hv to work tmr at 6am until 5.30pm tmr... really poor thing lah... so i shall see what i can do to help them lighten their load. mainly finalising the poster design i guess. and anyways; IT fair is from 30th aug to 2 sept.. so still got some time to do.

was wondering about jobs.... whether i would take up one which is high paying but i end up doing things that i dont like... things which i cannot develop anything from. i dont like a job whereby i sit there and wait for the time to pass by.. until it's time to knock-off. quite sian... there were some occasions whereby that happened to me... and i think i will try as much as possible not to take up those kinds... even thou the pay may be good.

so tired from the day that i eventually slept; until 1am. which is now. haha. wanted to swim; but it rained heavily in the afternoon. so yeah. procrastination again? hahaha. and yea; insomnia has kicked in already; making me unable to sleep now. this is so bad... wonder why im like that... most people dont hv to exercise and yet can sleep regulary. and some girls dont have serious period cramps like i do. thank goodness for intra; otherwise i'll end up having to swim everyday just to beat the cramps. and that is kinda impossible... considering that sometimes im so tired when ive come home from school. oh fyi, intra is a kind of health drink that has alot of chinese herbs in it. my mum thinks im lacking in some kind of mineral that's making me hv monthly cramps.... and ive come to appreciate traditional chinese medicine over western. prevention is definitely better than cure. why am i talking about all these? i dont know. hahahaa. im just having fun listing out my thoughts. hahaha.

i realise that i blog everyday. hahahaa.

oh; the leaders of the ccas are going for some leader's training in rendang... cant belive that there's actually a place called rendang?? hahaha. isnt that sheep meat or something? hahahah. they are travelling there by star virgo leh... posh sia.. then reach there le; still stay in quite a nice place... quite like hotel but not exactly there... and they only pay $120!! ahhh!! shuang man... hahaha... first time i hear sp subsidising so much.. usually if you wanna go for, eg, overseas trips, even those for students with GPA 3.5 and above de, still hv to pay like 2k ++... wahhhh....

they say first day of IT fair usually not many people de... esp since it's on a thursday... but quite silly lah. since the promotions will mostly be the same throughout the 4 days, might as well grab the good offers first. otherwise later when the crowds come on sat and sunday, there wont be much stock left? lol. and i don like to jostle with crowds. so that means that i dont go shopping on weekends. i go on weekdays only. hahahaa. such a non-conformist.. so i dont understand why people dont come on weekdays. lol. ok. im being irrational. people working mah. hahaha.

good thing i have tomorrow and the day after to relax with... dunno why i felt so tired after today.