dunno how come everytime i come home from work i got so many things to talk about.. haha.
lets start from the depressing things. so many... today sales hit $850 plus. not even close to my 2k target. i nid to hit the target otherwise i cant get 1% commission of the sales. very sad. cause; it's not even close. and i thought cause it's national day so more pple will be at ps. there was; in the afternoon. by 6 it was alr a ghost town. my friend told me "you tell your supervisor lor; pple go home watch prime minister talk in english, chinese, malay. where got pple wanna buy language cd?" wakaka. so funny lahhh. fyi i dont only hv lang cd lah. got games, hobbies cd n stuff.
sigh. think im like; the lousiest sales person ever. lol.
was kinda sad about something. cause actually IT fair for acer laptops; there were 3 spaces left. then cause the rest including darren took the job; i couldnt do IT fair. was kinda disappointed at first; cant deny. but then i remembered God's promise... that everything happens to me for a reason... that he wants good for my life; not bad.... and that got rid of my disappointment. there are other jobs... other opportunities. sigh. sometimes; when i think that a certain thing that happens to me really has no good at all; im surprised at how it was actually for my own good that it happened. eg a p4 student wanting a hp at such a young age but parents dont allow cause they know she is not capable of being responsible of that hp. i guess it's the same case. and i should learn to trust in God's judgment and timing.
today i mingled alot more with my colleagues.. haha. not rli colleagues lah; they are best denki de. then im supplier de. quite different. just tt we work side by side only. they v funny and cute... hahaa. and the best thing is; i dont even know their names. even till now. -.-"
i guess that's why; some people are fated to be your super best friends; some your good friends; some your friends, others your acquaintances... timing and character-matching play a part as well... eg most of our best friends are from schooling days. where we hold that memory in our hearts. different people play different roles in our lives.
oh. not working till sunday le. got darren to replace me. cause; i got throat irritation from standing there for too long; cause upstairs the people cook stuff for customers; then the oil particles waft down to the concourse... ended up coughing like siao when i got home... thought i got some viral infection but in fact it was the bad air quality. that really made me sort of phobic of shopping centers le.. cause the oil smell is very bad when it enters your lungs. quite sure it sticks to the inner part of your bronchioles and alveoli. yucks. gonna be staying away from shopping centers even more... unless they don hv open air frying of food.
actually; i didnt wana work today le. but wen i called my supervisor; he sounded abit irritated that i last-min contacted him tt i couldnt work... he said that he cant find someone to work in such short notice. then i realised that i was being really irresponsible... so well, at least this time i managed to get darren to replace me.... so at least im being responsible.. =)
hm; parents seem sympathetic.... my mum actually took out food for me when i came back... poured some herbal drink for me in a cup. they rarely do that. i guess it's cause today she didnt need to work cause it's nat holiday, so naturally her mood is better. my dad still doesnt talk to me. much. either he just doesnt bother to or feels that he cannot communicate with a teenage daughter. lol. sometimes the gap is really there. me and my sis cannot talk to him. neither to my mum actually. only when she doesnt nid to work, then she will hv the time to talk to us. dunno. maybe it's like that for many teens too. not everyone can get along well with their parents. but it also does seem like; absence makes the heart grow fonder. if i stay at home all the time; there's bound to be friction with them. so; sometimes the advice of 'spending more time with them' does not hold true.
finally hv time to rest properly from tmr onwards.
was talking to that acer guy about jobs... then he did IT fair b4; then he said that it's v tiring... standing for 12 hours plus non-stop; talk non-stop. then he said "once you sit down; you'll feel like you're in heaven" hahaa. but well; it did make me think that; if you've gone thru hardship in life; you'll feel more contented if your life is going fine... more appreciative of the good; and not grow complacent of the smoothness in your life. contentment is really impt to happiness... well; ive been experiencing that. hahaha. cause of my active tastebuds, ive been craving for so many foods.. hahaha. that's the bad thing about living in s'pore. with so much good food everywhere... haha. but at least on the job; im restricted in buying food... in eating... my lunch and dinner is made up of bread. haha. mainly cause i dont bother to hv a proper meal lah. hahaha. so many pple. then wear the company shirt and eat; so weird. hahaa.
sigh. still coughing.
dunno if i hv the motivation to study pacc.... i dunno... i dunno so many things now. i feel limited in so many ways. in understanding, patience, ability, everything. i cant count the number of times i wish i was perfect. lol... another reason why i didnt wana work today was cause i felt tt my supervisor could get a better salesperson to replace me; but when he got irritated; i felt really sian.... want to do him a favour also kena him being irritated at me... lol... walk this way got problem; walk that way also got problem.... don walk also got problem... lol. haha.
crap. now i cant slp well at night. thanks to my cough. sigh. health is really impt.... my mum said that; you work so hard; in the end the money give back to doctor... hahaa.
dont wish to stop blogging... cause i feel better after i blog... anw.... thank you for the encouragements.... thru sms; tag, call... i feel so loved and appreciated... ^.^ haha. thank you my dears..
