Sunday, 16 November 2008

sometimes i dont know why im still in this cca. especially when it came to doing stuff that only jh and me bother doing, or when unncessary politics or troubles come our way, one of us was always tempted to give up.

but it always seems that the other person will pull the person back...

currently we havent managed to find really capable sub com ppl either. maybe it takes some time. however i had spoken to another president and he did say that even in his cca there are few who are really capable to take over him. and his cca is like, very active and has alot of members.

but for this training, again jh and i are doing most of the work. i wonder when we will ever manage to find people willing to take up these kind of responsibilities and do them well. so many people have just been all talk no action.

honestly i had zero motivation to do this project cos im tired of doing ppts and reports.

but seeing the way jh handled it... his typical way of doing work; do it well or dont do it at all; was a motivation..

so i pushed myself to finish my part.. haha. even thou he said that he could do my part if i didnt want to do it, haha. dont want to dump everything to him ma.

we're each other's motivation... like how jh is always lazy to send email and sms ppl abt stuff... so im his personal secretary, haha. =D

well i dont know why i wrote this post lol. maybe just as an insight as to what we're gg thru in cca.. which is getting better but still need more people who are willing to take hold of the reigns.

wish that i had jh in all of my school projects, haha. would make things so much easier. XD

ok i know this is one of my mushiest posts... haha.

finally finished my part le... i think i have a phobia of reports and presentations already... rawrrrrr!!!!