because of what happened yesterday, i told jh i wanted a break up. cos i felt like if i can be so detestable to those people in my class, then id rather reject myself first so that i can spare myself the hurt, rather than if he breaks up with me for some unknown reason. guess im still in abit of trauma from the previous rs ba.
basically he wouldn't unless the reason was really good, and after telling him the situation he felt that it was ridiculous, lol.
bernice also asked why i did that when he is the person i need most now. i guess it's part of a pre-emptive nature of mine to prevent things from happening in case they do.
of cos, in the end we didnt break up. he knows me better than anyone else, and all i can do is hope that they dont hold anything against me.
i wish these kind of things will pass away.
thank you kimmy dear, i love you! =D
