rachel is feeling emo and has no mood for studies. dont have any mood for anything else except to cure myself now. now i have to keep myself on a no-carbohydrate diet otherwise when i poop is super pain.
my meals today consisted of fruits and semi-cooked fish. i cant even eat proper food. however, controlling my diet is not as bad as the pain i hv every night. just makes you moodless and dont even want to do anything like wake up early for school cos i need to heal my ass.
my posts are getting a bit more personal and i dont exactly know who's reading them. if you dont like to read posts like these, you have the option not to read them. i blog mainly to let my close friends know what im gg thru in my life, the ups and downs. i dont want to put up a false front and pretend that im not affected by it, especially in school. hence the reason why i have been rather moody and not want to do much in school lately. i dont know when i will completely heal of it, im trying very hard everyday and hoping for the best.
now i cant eat carbohydrates and meat except semi-cooked fish. so in school it's either the fish noodle soup without the noodle, or fruits for me.
but anyways, im very thankful that ive found a group for my business development module next year already. ramy gave me his friend's contact and turns out that they needed one marketing student and their group is formed. some bg info, for bd, we need to have 1 marketing student, 2 human resource and 2 banking option students to form a group. when i heard it i thought: it's like asking us to find a boyfriend with blue ears and pink nose and green ears in the exact combination. and oh, they group classes into A and B. so must choose students from your same section. add purple hair to my analogy. lol. and if you cant find a group by the deadline, please prepare to go for a 'match-making' session to find your mates. LOL.
alright rachel has to carry her painful bum to her room and clean it so that tmr people will have a nice room to see when they view the house for sale. i have a queen sized bed passed down from my mum, and what do i do with half a bed of extra space? heh heh. it has become my temporary clothes hanger hahaha. so my sleeping partner every night is.. my clothes.. XD
off i go. goodnight people. :) wish me and my painful bum all the best.. XD
