wow... havent blogged in abt two days...
as im constantly introduced to a new world; a new society, the urge to conform arises. i miss wearing uniforms. sort of. i miss crescent. really. a world of innocence; free to let me be who i want to be. not being pressured by the world to look this way or that, or to change so many things. i wish living was easier.
i hate perfectionism... humans are limited in so many ways; and yet why do we expect ourselves to climb higher, go do more, to do better.... when we know we've reached our limit...? perfectionism... it's good to know when to stop... when to go against the expectations others have imposed on us, because we know ourselves best.
i want more in life.... i dont want to be stuck in the same place. yet, it's hard to change; to do things differently. people resist change. I'm thinking more... about more things. life's not that narrow to me anymore... it's no longer all about studies. not everything is about doing well in exams. there are so many other factors which define success... the current education system merely provides us with a shrunken definition of success; academic. but instead of blaming the system, do things differently then.. there are so many people who have done so; charted their own course, created their own lives. the bold ones who dared to do the extraordinary; to put in the extra effort.
so many thoughts. i wish living was easier.
