i hate exams. lol, who doesnt right. but yeahz, bernice managed to pin-point the root of my insomnia lol. im just fearful of exams. and unfortunately, i dont do anything about it. haha. i dont study when exams are approaching. i slack even more. non-conformist behaviour lol. in fact, during the O lvl period, i slept better than i had ever slept in sec3 and sec4. im such a queer creature.
i think studying before exams just makes me even more fearful. a subconscious signal that exams are something to be feared even more. or maybe im just thinking too much, because you are supposed to study for exams right? LOL. but i flunked almost every single test i took before Os. hahaz. cause i just didnt see the point. what to paper grades say about a person anyways; that he/she has the ability to mug? im still wondering whether the traditional method of paper testing should be abolished by the next decade. because frankly, i dont care about grades. it's such a superficial way of judging a person's value, and only leads to elitism.
on a lighter note, mum bought famous amos cookies back today... wahahaz. im such a chocolate lover. i wonder whether i will get diabetes soon. hahah.
