OHMYGOODNESS what is this obsession with facebook??? i signed up for a while only and got so many notifications. wayyy more than friendster manz. to the point that im considering abandoning facebook until many years later; when the peer pressure gets too much and i give in. hahaa. so i guess for now i'll let my notifications stagnant? haha. just that i dont seem to find anything worthy of my time that comes out of it. period.
im such a slacker. so much revision to do alr, it's sunday and i havent started on revision. well; save for copying the lecture notes from bb to my notes. goodness whenever i listen to lectures; my mind automatically shuts off. not like im doing other things anyways. most of the time i find that im only copying notes. it used to be better when stuff that teachers say could actually penetrate my brain. now it seems that their words just hit my ears and fall to the ground. which means that the time i spend in lectures is near worthless. goodness. what am i doing with my life; really. just waiting for 2 more years to pass so that i can look forward to a more exciting future at work or at uni? lessons are a bore. lolx. the only time when i actually get stuff into my head is when i revise myself. which effectively is the time period right before exams.
fom presentation is coming. and i know that non of us have the motivation to do it at all. it's just so easy to sink into our default status. it's also very very hard to get people to do work during e learning; or weekends. i really dont like to ask people to do project during the weekends. unless it's due the next day. cause i feel that weekends it's resting time. some may be out with family, some sleeping, some surfing the net to relax.. it's just not fair to make people work on weekends. hope we will be able to finish our fom by this week.
just remembered that my family will be gg to nz this wed. no big deal to me, really. at least it'll be peace and quiet. not that my house is noisy usually. lolx.
stuff happened between my sis and my dad. and i cant believe she still is ok with going to nz with them. i would gladly not go. parents are one of the main reasons why im dying to rent. aside from the time i spend on transport each day. many times i find myself thinking that if i were a parent; i'll do things differently. we keep wanting to improve to reach the ideal, but even if i change the way i bring up my children; there will still be times when i wish that i had done things differently. there is no perfect solution.
many a time i feel that my life is messed up. but there are many more people out there whose lives are more messed up than mine.
mst week; spending 1 hr 15 mins gg to school and another 1 hour coming back. someone take my life away before transport time drains away my soul.
