just came back from jo's bday. gosh... so long since ive seen nav people. so long... they keep asking me to come back; but right now i cant.. sorry guys.
was just thinking.... i have every right to be upset about my situation now... to be resentful, to be angry, to give up. i deserve better; they all tell me. but... i can think in this perspective, or i can think in another. mindsets... they really change the way we feel. right now, the grass is always greener on the other side, really is being etched in my heart. when we have something, be contented with it. if im able to be contented with my current situation, if i get more, then i will be happy; but it wont change my contentment, except to add to my happiness. haha. cheem-ness. XD basically, i should be happy with whatever i have.... :)
today is like reunion day. after red cross i met annabelle at dover mrt. she was in her ac uniform.. haha. then at e bday, met gracia, my sec1/2 friend. THEN. this one is the most interesting. when i was at farrer park mrt, somehow i just walked to the other side of the mrt. considering that im so tired, i cant imagine why i even wanted to walk to the other side in the first place. haha. then, when i was walking into the train, I SAW BERTHA. XD hahahahaha!! so qiao... she is not wearing glasses le. XD sigh, actually, i didnt wana go for speech day cause ive been to those kind of presentations like thrice... go until sian le. hv to rehearse and stuff. and i just want to get that piece of paper. can get from the general office anyways. and.... main reason is.... i absolutely wont be able to wake up at 5.30 to make it to crescent in time. XD so, so sorry my dear peihua... at least i went for the class outing at KAP macs. ^.^
tmr got red cross exam. hopefully i can pass and get my card. ^^
