been doing itab for 3 hours and i only finished 4 of 6 assignments. kao lah. supposed to finish doing all in 1.5 hours. HOW??? nuts. im taking like 4 times the amount of time to do them. -.-"
then, thinking about how itab is only 2 credit units... fine yeah, just try my best to finish everything. but unfortunately the only A i got for is itab, and it's 2 freaking credit units. walaoz. and mob HAD to be 6 credit units. goodness. the world is so unfair....
sigh. so many things seem important to complete. but when time passes, those things are belittled and fade in importance. and gradually, you'll realise the meaninglessness of doing so much; putting in so much effort. sigh. life is meant to be hard. but why why why...
what do past efforts matter... what does psle or Os matter now? they dont.. blah im just being cynical. 0.o
so what if i got A for itab... so what if i failed my mob... so what.... 10 years down the road, im not sure whether they will even matter at all. 0.o