as long as i dont get enough sleep, i feel horrible. slept at 1, woke up at 7. horrible. should not have come for today's pacc. cause i understood it le, so i actually didnt need her to go thru it? sigh. as long as i dont hv enough sleep, i feel nauseous. but for subsequent accounting tutorials, i think i will hv to go, cause they're getting harder.
tmr there's stats and pacc. skipped too many stats lessons le. crap. i absolutely cannot wake up. if i go sch in the morning, i will be DEAD for itab. go there with a fizzled brain. and end up in no mood to absorb anything.
then had effective communication. basically write a speech. so english essay-ish. 40%. kelvin n i finished so early.. haha. i think he was waiting for someone to finish too, otherwise he'd be so malu to be the first person to finish. haha.
anw after school, went to junction 8 to do what?? PROSPECT SHOPPING. lol. i love spse work... so much more practical and interesting as compared to mugging pacc, stats or econs. anw, found a few good pushcarts selling appropriate stuff.. i'll spare you guys the details. anw, when this project is done, you guys will be in the know about whatever im doing now. so... my blog posts about spse and spic things are a teaser eh? haha.
anw, first time i actually dare to talk to the vendors... not your canteen vendors k, pushcart vendors. had loads of fun talking to them. it was really a new experience. at first i felt really 'har' when darren asked me to get their contact; cause i was already feeling depressed enough over my results. felt rejected and useless enough le; still wanna go and ask people for contact... scary. that's what i thought lah. haha. but cause it would be inconvenient to be accompanied, so i bo bian go alone. and... i loved every minute of it.
we're not into retail shops yet. so.. it felt cool.. evaluating the carts and deciding whether to get their contacts. i felt like "your business expansion is in my hands, so you better treat me well". haha. spent quite some time staring at the products etc... evaluating... considering... until i know that the salespeople must be underestimating me; like 'this girl dress oso not until super nice, still come and stare'. cause it's a common mentality that people who dress nicer will buy more things right? but muahaha. i can give them better business than those who dress super nice and may not even buy things k.
well.. first time i enjoy 'shopping' this much... cause normally i really dont like shopping. haha. hm.. hope these projects will turn out well. was considering whether to actually put this post up; cause it's classified info.. haha. well, mainly cause i dont want to be blamed if anything goes wrong; because in everything, there will be times of success and failure.
i wan more spse meetings... i wan things to go faster... to inch closer and closer to my dreams... although i dont really know what my dreams really are, haha, but as nothing to do with mugging can already. HAHA. we're already meeting twice a week... but finally im seeing the ideas take form.