itab pbl shortened my lifespan by another few years. finally it's over. wonder how many more years my life will be shortened by in the coming two years. at least we don hv any more up coming projs. oh ya. will hv a new idea proj coming up. kaoz. and kao is not a bad word. it's hokkien for cry. lol.
i feel mad. ytd after school i had spse meeting. at least i enjoy cca time. then today, had spic and red cross meeting. went to sch only for spic which started from 3.30 to about 5. then cause rc smsed me before that so i might as well go after spic.
spic, im in hardware, software and pc show. was initially disinterested in it cause im alr in spse; sort of the get vendors outside to come n hv a pc show, but... well, i thought it'd be cool to fuse events management with IT. get a feel of what my dad's doing? haha. well, he's not exactly doing that. but close to it.
rc, nothing yet, just help in organising upcoming agm
actually it sounds like alot but it's nothing much. at least for now. maybe cause it's initial stage or what. but it amazes me how ideas can be transformed into actions and create an impact.
tmr after sch got spse for an hour.
all these sound like alot, but.. i enjoy them. maybe i didnt know what i wanted in sec sch... hence i didnt enjoy my cca as much as im doing so now.
it's 12am. i just woke up. too sleepy. im such an owl.
it's so weird how i can summarise my day in these few words; when what i have learnt goes far beyond narration.
and im realising that... i never knew i would be doing all these today. maybe as we grow up, we do change... our interests, motivations etc. im still learning... growing... changing.
i thought i would be mugging my way thru sec sch, jc, uni. lol. i thought i was a mugger or destined to be one. turns out im 180 degrees away from that. haha. but... i wonder why it is such a painstaking process just to find out what kind of person you are. and it often turns out that you are not the person you think you are. ive heard many stories of which people majoring in architechture, for example, chose journalism instead. it's queer... and i find it such a waste of time, energy, resources, money, etc. but.. often we cannot avoid it.
