Sunday, 16 December 2007

3 sets.. which is total crap comparing it against fish's. his is like twice of mine. then maybe another macbook sale for him within this week. omg.

today crap happened which made me contemplate quitting for a while. next time must remember to take down whatever offer i made so that customer cannot put words in my mouth. and collect payment before opening set. and that im glad im working at my branch.

i guess it is rather scary that your livelihood is based on the number of sets you sell. that's practically how it is for fishie. i guess he's good at what he does, but for your livelihood to depend on it is not exactly dependable. maybe it hasnt come to such an extreme stage yet, but this line isnt the nicest to go into. it fluctuates alot.

it's a love-hate relationship with this job. the only reason why im even continuing working is 1) i feel inapt at studies 2) fishie is there to accompany me. 3) i want to earn s11.

i guess life is like that. for a while it seems like you're living it happy. like how a deal seems sweet before you read the fine print. then soon, things change and you realise that you're not living in utopia anymore. sigh. im trying to cope with the things that make me feel like giving this job up. it's hard. im glad i have fishie to pei2 me most of the time. i was very moody today because two things which happened. and he tried to cheer me up each time. =)) felt especially teng2-ed when he asked who bullied me and that he'll go and scold the person for me. hahaha. happy to have a big bro working with me. otherwise it'll be such a bore. why he doesnt tag my blog is because; he plainly doesnt like reading. LOL.

i dread tomorrow when the pressure to mug is there. ive got 10 days to study whatever i want to study. 9 days are left for working, inclusive of fri sat sunday this week. plain sick and tired of studying.