now at mug@moberly... but no im not mugging lah. haha. waiting for 5.30 to come so that i can go for the 'job' briefing for buyback..
second day of the semester. had itab in the morning for 3 hours, doing access. think it's the teacher's voice or something. somehow im more awake and feel less 'dron-ish' when she teaches. haha.
then had econs lecture... 5 mins into the lecture and my head was drooping down le.. i should record and play her voice each time i have insomnia. hahaha.
then was foundations of marketing lecture... our lecturer is by far, the most entertaining and interesting lecturer ive ever had. haha. and our tutor said that he won the 'best teacher' title in sp... george teo rocks sia.. haha. but; he is very serious when it comes to students talking while he's talking. but who needs to talk when he is talking! he's super funny and interesting lahz.
then had fom tutorial... hm.. ok... the usual kind of tutor. haha.
falling into emo-ness the past few days.. and something happened that made me even more emo.. hahaah... but i shant be emo... shall give it all to God... and i do feel better when he takes it away when i ask him to. but; mistakes are mistakes. God would rather allow me to make this mistake and learn now, rather than to make a worse mistake next time on. i wish i was more clear-headed, more sensible, more everything. i wish i was perfect sometimes, so that i would not have to be this way. when a child keeps disobeying, the parent has no choice but to let him feel some pain and regret over that wrong act, so that he will not do it again. why are humans so foolish sometimes? to refuse to learn from our mistakes, slip away sometimes, and fall into that mistake deeper and deeper. and not even realise it.
rarrrr. i hate being emo. something happened at the cca fair yesterday when i was tending the booth with aaron.. then i got emo and cried a little... then aaron was like 'eh, the one thing im most afraid of is girls crying; so dont cry!' hahahahaha. hilarious lah. then he counselled me for 1 hour. wahaha. even thou he says he doesnt know how to talk much. hahaha. (btw aaron is a good friend in spic lah; dont think so much about the guys in my life can. haha) but really; im not an emo person by nature; nor do i want to be. i feel better each time i give this problem to God. yes the pain still comes back; but it's God's way to teach me to learn to lean on him.. and not let anyone else except God be my comforter. because; there is no one who will be able to meet your needs 100%.
i feel much better now. =) i really thank the people who have been there for me for so long... bernice, lijie, jul, dan, sam, spic people... haha... some of them played a small part; but the main thing is; they were there when i needed them.. and i know i can count on them.. really thank God for friends like them.. :) i wish i could do more... wish i could be more regular in nav n stuff... but i dont really know what the best for myself is.
brrr it's so cold at mug@moberly.. hahaha. thou this is called mug@moberly, but two guys are gaming with alot of gaming sounds in front of me, a girl is reading harry potter on a massage chair. yes. massage chair. haha. but u hv to insert a certain amount of money in to use it lah. X) hahaa.
was thinking about another thing as well. uni admission. as i said before; i doubt i would be able to enter uni le. and it doesnt help that my dad is confident that i would at least be able to enter SMU. only conclusion: since i cant go uni, marry a graduate!! hahaa. but im shelving any ideas of a relationship for a few years.
hm... was wondering if i seem quiet in the class... do i? hahaha. just a random thought. hahaha. XD
oh.. tmr is the start of gems.. it's general elective module for those who dont know. i took securing your pc.. just looked thru the powerpoint slides; and it's not something im that familiar with. alot of people say it's a free A, but im not too sure le. well, we'll see how it goes.
i feel weird leh.. now we're having very little content in lectures and tutorials. it feels a little too slack. while the jc people must be mugging very hard. jia you everyone.. it'll be my turn soon. all the projects and CAs will pour in in week 3... ack...
