Crossroads

In life there are many concepts and ironies which one just has to accept.. 

each of us take our own road in life... sometimes they intercept each other and that's when you make friends or get attached.. some friends stay forever and your pathways are intertwined. then in most other times, the joined road splits apart and we each go our separate ways again.

dunno why im so melacholic about it.. im a person who finds it hard and a pity to let go of things in life, like friends and jobs. especially when ive become comfortable to the situation then life changes in such a way that the roads have to divide. but i just have to accept the fact that some people will be lifelong friends and some are not meant to be. and no matter how you try to change it, the fact still remains that some personalities are simply not compatible for friendships and though you've tried your best, if the pathways are meant to be divided, they will be sooner or later. 

but sometimes it hurts to think that you cant be friends anymore. and i always hold friends close to my heart.. even though a few years has gone by and i occasionally think about my good friends like manda, jess, jo, sam, jul and dan whom ive not contacted for a long time. when jo visited me that day at comex i just felt like it was such a pity that we all went our separate ways. and yes i still do miss the old times. however they're busy with jc life and me with poly life. there's that divide.. and we've really grown up alot these two years. all i can say is that i miss you guys and hope we can get together someday soon. good luck with your As too.. dont come poly after As ar. haha. (dunno whether they'll read this also lol)

whatever the pathways our lives may be... my friends will always be in my heart.. =)