im feeling so sick. caught the flu from someone. now having fever, sore throat and nasal irritation.
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Tuesday, 30 September 2008
picture-ful post
Sunday:
went marina square with jh cos we needed to get a few shirts.
interesting pics:
ben and jerry’s turtle soup ice cream
cute keychain plushies from a game machine
cute stitch plushie. ^.^
F1 at marina
saw it at food junction. people were standing on the tables and chairs haha.
dinner. :)
That day at junction 8:
new wan zai branch.
look at the queue. craziness.
Things i do with foxie and flower. :)
bunny foxie
hahahahaha.
foxie misses flower
flower smells nice! ^.^
squashed foxie
peek-a-boo!! ^.^
Just a light hearted post. :)
Thank God for each day that I can live. Dont want to take it for granted, because each day cramps attack me, i’m reminded of how precious life is. :)
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Monday, 29 September 2008
i think the pills have given me pms.
i feel giddy, moody and headache-y. after coming back i just slept from like 6 to 10.30 although i had enough sleep. went to pop an iron pill to replenish all the iron ive lost. for some reason, periods hit me hard.
juz hope tmr will be better..
Friday, 26 September 2008
Sentosa
yay today jh and i went to sentosa cos he felt guilty about leaving me home for 3 days by myself. hahaha. cant help it since all my jc friends (the very, very few that i still keep in touch with) are studying for As and my poly friends are either working or overseas. lol. i need a life..jpg)
on the way to sentosa. all the construction. lol. IR ready by 2010, cant wait.
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more construction. i pity the tourists.
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oscar the fish and his twin. it's the 'songs of the sea' mascot. i think it looks like me. i think i can hide myself inside a bunch of these guys and no one would notice the difference. hahahah.
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some random shot. i was supposed to be taking the peacocks then dunno what jh did to make me shoot that instead. haha.
he brought me for a long walk along a beach, then we realised that like 90% of the beach was under construction, so we went to another beach. haha. crazy sentosa. but well. the price to pay for development.
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ok peacock on the beach finally. XD
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the possessed merlion, as jh would call it. i took this shot in the evening when it was quite dark, but somehow the picture turned out bright. weird. don wanna think about it. haha.
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at imbiah walk area. we call it IMBA walk. haha. it's pretty and romantic. haha.
after that we went to vivo and ate superdog. actually i had packed spaghetti for dinner which i had made in the morning. but 1) my sis ate half of the sauce (means my cooking is rocks) 2) forgot to pack fork and spoon when transferring the containers from one paper bag to the other. haha. so it was barely enough to eat.
superdog was nice. dont have pics cos i attacked too fast to remember to take pics, haha. and i can tell you, the sausage hotdog looks SUPER WRONG. haha. i mean, it's made of quality beef and all, but when a girl eats it, it really looks wrong. hahahha. and it's so long summore. LOL. ok im being too detailed haha. should hv just taken pic to let u guys see what i mean. haha.
nvm here's a pic i found on google for your reference. haha.
but anw, i ordered a chicken burger which was really good. my choice of drink was hot chocolate; and you'll never be able to get that in kfc or macs. total my burger + drink was $4.50. student price. jh's was $5.20 for hotdog, drink and fries. quite worth it. and a nice change from macs and kfc.
oh. i think ive turned carnivorous due to jh's influence. i like eating meat now. haha.
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oh ya ice cream. we ate that BEFORE superdog. hahaha. dessert before dinner. nice. XD the flavours were D24 durian and double choc. i chose the durian and he chose the choc. predictable. haha.
the funny thing that happened was that i managed to 1) drip abit of ice cream on his pants and 2) wiped the ice cream off, but unknowingly pinched his leg REAL HARD in the process. LOL. that part of flesh was red after i was done. HAHA. either im much stronger than i ever knew i was, or im just abusive by nature. HAHA. hm, if this is what happens now, i wonder what will happen to him a few years later. haha.
ok that's the end of my very eventful day. :) more boring days ahead. ughh.
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Thursday, 25 September 2008
Love
someone managed to make me angry three days in a row. haha.
i guess it helps that im very soft-hearted and cant bear to dao him for more than 30 mins. haha.
also helps that we're both very forgetful people who cant remember what he did to make me angry once it's more than 24 hours.
anw now im begining to see this verse in a new light..
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
hm when i saw this verse i wanted to focus on the 'keep no record of wrongs' part, but i saw this: 'it is not easily angered'. i cant say ive been totally blameless, maybe it's just a little hard for me cos ive been hurt the same way by someone i respect, and it left a scar. and although jh doesnt mean what he says sometimes and is trying to change that, one wrong word can come out and make me totally blow a fuse. except that when my fuse blows, it's silent, cos i dont like to shout at ppl. i prefer to stay silent and wait until the person detects it. haha.
but the thing is that, you cannot say you love the person and not carry out what love means.
love is not an easy thing to carry out, it can take an entire lifetime, but it sure is a joyful thing to have.
it's a lifetime of learning to love. :)
on a lighter note.
i think i look like the flower and jh looks like the bear. XD 
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
rss vs atom
my goodness i love atom 1.0!!! it's SO much better than RSS. dont know what's all the hype with rss anw, when atom is huge loads better. now i dont have to go to my friends' blogs to view their updated entres.. i can view every updated thing from google reader. XD
and i realised that, you know how most people's blogs dont have rss? well, in google reader, just add 'atom.xml' at the back of the url, eg
duckduckducky.blogspot.com/atom.xml
and you can subscribe to it!! so cool. XD
ok ive decided to create a tech blog of my own. haha. it's at http://thegeekyduck.blogspot.com/ first post is.. how to read blogs in google reader. haha. XD
i'll still be keeping this blog as a personal blog, don worry. haha.
Monday, 22 September 2008
18th birthday!
well im finally 18.. had a wonderful day with my family and dear.. finally my family politics has settled down and things are going fine. finally for once we could go out for a lunch without coming home in quarrels.
woke up after a 12 hour sleep to go to sushi tei for lunch. was comatose that day cos i didnt sleep for 24 hours cos of gca. review of the event can be found on spic blog. it's really very interesting. i was expecting it to be boring. haha.
guess what i saw in the female toilet sink...jpg)
an advertisement for the toughbook. haha. super creative.
ok anyways back to yesterday.. after sushi tei we went to swensens for ice cream.. haha total indulgence yesterday. =) then went out with dear.. see what he gave me for my bday...
no he didnt give me a remote control. haha. it's the flower, the foxie and the pail. (i said it's a dog but jh said it's a rabbit, so i gave up and said: it's a foxie and he's happy) hahha. the foxie and the pail is called 'paws in a pail.' so cute rite.. haha. XD and i put the flower on my bag, so i'll have a flower dangling from my bag when i walk. hahahaa.
my treat from my parents were.. everything durian! XD D24 durian fruit, durian puff and crepe. they totally spoilt me this year! haha.
i feel so fortunate. thou it's not like a big birthday bash, im really happy le. family and friends are all i need. i really thank God for all of them, esp for such a wonderful bf.
well i sorta lost the motivation for blogging, have no idea why. haha. and somehow i feel like doing some cip too. been rotting at home dunno doing what except spic stuff occasionally. but sometimes doing spic stuff feels meaningless cos i dont know what we gain by doing it.. yea gain cca points, good for uni entry, then in uni you'll do the same thing over again.. such a repetitive cycle. well i need to go and find something beneficial to do in my life. haha. :)
Friday, 19 September 2008
GCA Singapore
these few days has been totally hot hot hot. till the point whereby i have to switch my aircon on otherwise i'll just feel like a roast duck. and i never switch my aircon on de. lol.
i feel like moving over to wordpress. you guys will kill me for moving again and having to relink again right. XD hehee.
thanks to the pill, ive had two periods this month. imba hormones. im still chaste!! dont think anyhow. haha. doc gave them to me cos my cramps kill me every month. at least this time it's not that pain.
OH YA. WANTED TO SAY.
tmr im gg for GCA students' day with a few ppl from my club. here's the program:
IT STARTS AT 10!! WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8.15 COS IM MEETING THEM AT 9.15!!!!
do you guys know what is my sleeping schedule this holidays?
i sleep at 6am everyday CONSTANT.
and wake up at 3.30 or 4pm.
im so dead.
btw, there is something in blogger called: blogs im following. you guys should try it out.. it uses rss to detect if someone has updated their blog. so that you dont have to check back your friends' blogs like everyday to see if they have updated. it's on blogger's dashboard. :) im using google reader for nearly all the sites i bookmark, cos it's simply more time-effective for them to notify me when my friends' blogs are updated, rather than me going to all my friends' blogs. haha.
i still have an IT article to write for Oops and im just too lazy to get started on it. hahaha. my mind is now on computer games instead. heheee. oh anyways, if any of you want to write IT articles for oops and get cca points just contact me. XD Read more...
Thursday, 18 September 2008
Crepe
let's see what i made today...
CREPE!!! XD
it tastes so good... the crepe itself is soft and chewy, the whipped cream adds that milky flavour and the strawberries dipped in chocolate syrup are a dream. =)
are you guys drooling yet? ;)
finally i made something which turned out right. when i told jh i was gonna make crepe he said: 'later your crepe turn out like roti prata'.
SEE HOW BAD HE TREATS ME.
oh well cant blame him, since 100% of the time my cookies turn out like bread-cookies. and the first time i made them i blur-ly used self-rising flour which is only used for cakes. lol. subsequently the type of plain flour i use seem to contain yeast which then makes my cookies not taste like cookies. lol.
well im bored out of my mind this holidays and i thought i'd make stuff to eat instead of always going out to eat and spend money. haha.
anyways this proves that..
IF RACHEL CAN COOK, SO CAN YOU. XD
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
results!!
omg heng heng heng super heng that i dont need to forward fma. seriously i was so scared i need to forward ok. cos i left the exam hall like 40 mins earlier cos i didnt know how to do the final paper. i studied like nuts ok!! grrr. even if i pass i was expecting like a D- which will be total GRACE FROM GOD that i can even pass. haha. score was better instead. haha. XD thank God i don need to forward!!! XD
hm. basically im just super happy i dont have to forward. haha. all those stupid projects... in the end most of my subjects got a B. retarded... in the end when we get our diploma i predict it's all gonna be useless lol.
anyways. my genius of a bf got a straight 4.0 gpa. and there he was, thinking whether he will get 4.0 gpa and there i am, worried to death whether i will forward my module. LOL. so zi bei at times. haha. XD nvm. i can be a tai tai. hahaha. XD kidding!! =P anyways, very proud of you dear!!
anw after that i went crazy msn-ing my friends that i don need to forward module. and jin was one of my victims. XD
[02:25:02 ] [ rachel ] :
JIN JIN JIN!!!
[02:25:08 ] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> :
YES YES YES ?!
[02:25:08 ] [ rachel ] :
I DON NID TO FORWARD MODULE!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!
[02:25:12] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
AHHHHH !!!
[02:25:15] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
*HUG HUG HUG*
[02:25:17] [ rachel ] says:
SUPER HAPPY LA!!!!!
[02:25:20] [ rachel ] says:
hahahah
[02:25:21] [ rachel ] says:
XD
[02:25:23] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
MY GPA OSO VERY HIGH LA
[02:25:25] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
XD
[02:25:25] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
AHHHHH
[02:25:27] [ rachel ] says:
WAAAAAAAA
[02:25:29] [ rachel ] says:
HOW HIGH??
[02:25:34] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
3.7 KIND OF HIGH !!!
[02:25:39] [ rachel ] says:
WAAAAAA!!!!!!
[02:25:41] [ rachel ] says:
OMGG!!!!!
[02:25:44] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
YAR !!!
[02:25:47] [ rachel ] says:
HAHAHAA XD
[02:25:51] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
OMG RIGHT ??!??!?!
[02:25:53] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
XD
[02:25:54] Jin - Shit happens <<[DivineForces.SG]Lvl 71 RaidenStormblade>> says:
haha
[02:25:57] [ rachel ] says:
YAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaa super funny la all the caps and everything. hahaa.
oh i realised that in general, for my project group members we didnt ace our project modules. =( bleah. BUT WHO CARES!!!! I DON NEED TO FORWARD!!! AHHH!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! XD
IM GONNA TREAT MYSELF TO A HUGE TUB OF ICE CREAM. WEEEEE!!!
Monday, 15 September 2008
Handwriting test
ok im really really bored. time for some fun quizzes.
handwriting quiz:
Rachel is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Rachel will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Rachel an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Rachel is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Rachel is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Rachel doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Rachel will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
In reference to Rachel's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Rachel slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Rachel can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Rachel is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Rachel basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Rachel has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
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got a big headache cos of this house thing.. end up i have no mood to do anything else. i dont want to stay with a couple or a family in case they got family matters and add alot of noise to the house. i love peace a quiet. lol. living in someone's house is a very personal thing..
bored to death. dont feel like contacting agents anymore.
the cost of renting a house is super super high. lets say u rent a room at 500bux. u nid to pay 1month+1 month = 1k instantly. 1month is for deposit and the other month is advance rent. then there's the agent fee which is half a month. total to rent, need to fork out 1.25k.
worst thing is that im scared to live with other people. as much as possible i have tried to find people i know to live with.. always doesnt work out. imagine suddenly having to stay with other people at 17.. ok maybe it's not that young an age, but im a girl and it scares me. im ok with taking care of myself, but not ok with staying with strangers. even if i like the house, the few ive seen is mostly that the landlord seems unfriendly. sigh.
thinking of whether to work.. jh is busy the entire week with hack in the box.
today
today was a tiring day... woke up at 12 then had to pack my room for the viewers to see the house. then went with dad to boon lay to go check out a potential house for me. not house actually, just a room for me. it didnt turn out well.. the area had alot of indian workers loitering around just outside the flat. i guess boon lay is like that. but my dad was rather negative about the whole thing.. maybe it's just the difference of our current living conditions and his expectations. and i was hurt by some of his comments.. after all this is just checking houses out.. and i did go through alot of trouble to call up agents to ask about houses.
in the end i felt quite irritated at him.. he is giving all the responsibilility of choosing a room to me, but he keeps commenting about the place. i guess no one is ever perfect.
the turnaround came when i felt very moody about the whole thing and went to imm where jh was there. initially i had planned to just walk around by myself and not to disturb jh cos he was with his friends.. and also partly because i didnt wanna spoil their mood. but eventually i needed someone to talk to so i went to look for him.
but being the kind of person that i am, when im with people my mood just gets better somehow. haha. so i joined them to walk around imm for a while. after that i received a call from an agent for a viewing at bkt batok which is near mrt. and guess what.. they were so steady to pei me go see the house. haha. it means alot to me.. and i guess in the near future i will be viewing places with jh and a few of his friends cos it's better that way.. my dad is very bz and drained out from our current family saga and some things he say can be quite hurtful to me. and since he has given me all the responsibility of choosing, i have all the flexibility of choice.
to the guys and gals who accompanied me today.. really thank you.. :) i guess it's things like this which i miss out on by having studied in a girls' school. ive had a few close friends, however our paths split and they went on to jc.. hence we couldnt keep in contact much. and from what i can see, secondary school friends are the ones who you stick to during poly.. like ber and jh. so i kinda missed out on that. haha. thankful that jh's friends don mind my presence too. haha.
during this period im feeling an increased dependency on jh emotionally. im not sure if it's a good thing.. cos if i just leave it as it is, it will grow into something more serious in the future. like someone in my family now. that dependency will be very dangerous then, to the point whereby my dad's job is on the line because of that dependency.. i dont hope for myself to become like that. and as a girl, emotions can get the better of me sometimes. that's y i need to shift it to God.. doesnt mean that there's no need for friends anymore.. but depending on God is important.. otherwise the dependency on a person will be never-ending. and even though guys say it's ok for you to depend on them.. there's always a limit to it.. otherwise they'll get irritated... right... XD
when i came home i just knocked out on the bed. so tired. woke up at 11.30. wonder what im gonna do for the night. haha.
Thursday, 11 September 2008
Jurong East Swimming Complex
my dad's iphone. XD.jpg)
today went swimming with jh at jurong east swimming complex. more like to play water than to swim lol. there's a lazy pool where the water current just sweeps you along (love it), jacuzzi and a wave pool. im rather scared of the wave pool cos it keeps sweeping tiny light little me away. jh loves it thou. he got enough mass to stay on the pool floor while the waves make me flow here and there like a leaf. hahaha. .jpg)
oh the lazy pool's currents are quite strong. now my hand is aching from the numerous times i pulled myself against the current to get onto shore. but v fun. i didnt know that singapore had these kind of swimming pools except www. haha..jpg)
pretty sight of the playground. i wanted to go down the tubes but there was no one doing that. and it looked scary. haha.
basically not as many stuff as wild wild wet but enough for us to play about 1 hour. just slacking and not swimming. haha.
after that we went to a kopitiam to eat stingray!! sambal, mm our fav. i didnt take pic cos i was too hungry and immediately just attacked. haha. XD $7 for 1 stingray which we shared.. not as big as the one ber and i ate at makansutra at esplanade park. feel like gg there to eat again. haha. and it was quite oily too. i had leftover rice again. XD hehee. i always eat the ingredients and stuff first before my rice/noodles. then end up have rice/noodles left. then end up jh have to eat for me. then end up he grow bigger and bigger. hahahaha. XD.jpg)
then we went to chinese gardens there to walk. he said that need to pay $15 entrance fee to see the lantern display thingy. i didnt believe him, so we walked all the way from the mrt to the entrance to check it out. it's quite a long distance actually. and haha. yeah. there are guards to make sure you have a ticket before entering. XD heheee. im so stubborn. lol. i was already quite tired and didnt wanna walk back, so jh piggyback-ed me half the way. im such a big bully. XD
hm seeing how my friends are earning money through working.. esp nina.. haha. everyday got $60 plus to earn. haha. makes me feel like working for the money too. but im not really in need of it since i dont spend on clothes alot and stuff, i dont really buy IT gadgets that much also. my camera is 2mp and it sux alot, i know, but im fine with it. right now i just feel like slacking my holidays away. hehee.
tomorrow got aaron's bbq!! gonna meet so many new people. weeeeee. and im not gonna play the wet games, no sirreeee. don wanna get wet and be cold the whole mrt journey.
love the feeling after a swim!! (thou we didnt really swim, haha) i hope i have enough endorphins to sleep better. haha.
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
my previous post was a little heated. i had intended to quit initially. but everything should be ok now. had a talk with aaron and jh on the situation.
been sleeping so much this few days. that's literally all ive been doing. lol. and doing the spic site and forum. jh has projects which his lecturer gave him to do.. plus a hacking competition. so i'll pretty much be left by myself. gah.
i love enjoying holidays to the fullest man. XD
oh and my dad got an iphone. XD it rocks ok. but he don wanna jailbreak so no supermonkeyball for me. BOOHOO. i love that game loads ever since i saw it in steve job's presentation.
but dizzybee rocks too. XD
too bad i only can play the free version which is only like 4 levels. cos my dad doesnt wanna jailbreak. UNFAIRNESS. one day i shall kope rs' iphone and secretly exchange it with my dad's so i can play supermonkeyball. haha. XD SUPERMONKEYBALLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
ok retarded. haha. but cannot blame me.. i was born this way.. hahaha.... XD
Monday, 8 September 2008
yay!
went out with jh cos i was so bored at home.. and cos some ppl wanted to come to view the house cos my mum wants to sell it so i didnt wanna be at home to see them. we went to marina square but then decided to go to suntec cos there was nothing happening at ms. good thing we went suntec. =)
there was a food fair gg on. and jh keep taking his fav bak kua samples. haha. XD.jpg)
then for his dinner it was... botak jones beef!! one plate of beef for $3. super worth it cos it's not filled with rice to take up space. it's just meat. haha. happy jh with his beef. XD.jpg)
for me i was already full eating the samples as we went around. haha. there was this stall which gave us like a BOWL of rice and porridge. some multi-grain thing. that was like my dinner already. haha.
walked around for a while then went to donut factory to eat donuts...
jh's double choc..jpg)
happy him and his donut. i stole some. XD haha. it's my first time actually sitting down in a donut factory outlet to eat. usually i eat while walking or my sis buys it back home. haha..jpg)
yay us. i cut my hair and i hv a fringe now! haha.
then went to eat yami youghurt. healthy alternative to ice cream. haha. $2.30 per cup, so it's abt $1 + for each of us..jpg)
my damage today? about $4. $1 from the youghurt and $3.50 from the durian puffs i bought while waiting for him. XD im such a durian lover... haha.
i burnt my tongue while eating steamed egg which i steamed!!!!! and now it has those little painful bumps!! SUPER PAIN OKAY!!! FEEL LIKE DYING. ARRRRRGHHH. good thing you cant get tongue cancer from burning your tongue. henggg. my sis has it b4 and she said it'll take 3 days to heal. AHHH!!!!!!!
Friday, 5 September 2008
yay
today went with jh to meet club officer.. im really really glad that everything is sorted out. which means that we both can stay in the club and help it bloom. i have a feeling that sp_c will develop to be a well-known club in sp. also it will be good for both of our resumes.. better for him cos he has better chances of getting into a good uni. for me im not so sure, but i think cca will help alot to show your experiences to your future employers, even if you're not academically inclined.
at least that feeling of dread is over... at least i can say that the club will be moving forward and that we have alot of things we can do now. finally everything is settled... from the internal politics to the external.. quite a few of our quarrels were due to sp_c stuff.. so finally we dont need to get all moody whenever we hv to deal with sp_c. haha.
then we went to ngee ann city cos i wanted to buy durian pancakes. hehee. guess what.. there was a mooncake roadshow going on. XD
we walked about 3-4 rounds and were full already. XD hahaha.
then walked around orchard.. there's nothing much in orchard, seriously.. so went back..
yayy i have something to play at home for this holiday. sp_c's newly acquired cpanel. =)
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i cant sleep. must be cos i ate chocolates at 1.am. it's 6am now. and i hv to wake up at 10.30am to meet officer later. goodness.
this holiday is a total slack-out. meeting jh like almost everyday since we two are too sian of working. actually ever since last year ive been working every holidays, but somehow this semester has been seriously too draining with all the projects, i need a proper rest. poly life is getting too stressful. the inbetween holidays are not holidays at all, since we hv to study for mst. so effectively we only hv proper hols twice a yr. and inbetween is total chionging time with all the projects.
why am i the only one who's updating my blog like almost everyday??? i got no life. LOL.
im scared for itp. scared i kena a coy whereby the culture is not good, or that i dont get to learn anything, or that i dont like the people there. hearing all the horror stories scares me. i feel like applying to a coy i want instead of having sp choose for me, but then the briefing hasnt even started yet.
ok ok for those who really believed that i bought a mac, i didnt. i merely changed ubuntu to look exactly like a mac. lol. but at least i know i managed to trick shao, even with the apple logo not being able to work previously. hence jh's comment about the 'mac' logo, which was ubuntu's logo. hahaha. XD
yay no need to worry about spyware or virus anymore!! XD
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Wednesday, 3 September 2008
sigh
wanted to go eat crabs with jh today. guess what happened when we reached the ABC market at queenstown.
CLOSED ON WEDNESDAYS.
-.-"
WHICH STALL ACTUALLY CLOSES ON WEDNESDAYS YOU TELL ME????
monday understandable, but WEDNESDAY!!!
must be the crabs know that im coming for them. lol.
so, no crabby. went ikea to walk around cos jh wanted to find a table and a bookshelf.
then, ikea was quite cold. guess what.
my pelvic muscles contracting like crazy resulting in cramps, AGAIN.
to make it worse, it suddenly started raining, so even colder.
then when i got to bishan, it was pouring like nobody's business. cramp lke siao. i felt like fainting alr la.
this time my period is super super jialat. usually by the second day i wont feel anything le. but im into my third day and i feel like my soul is flying out soon.
must be that pill.... *stares grimly at pill*
sigh im tired of feeling like death is looming all the time. =/
not to mention it's really inconvenient. i cant go out without being scared that the pain will come again.
i think i can happily put myself under house arrest. lol.
super bored at home. waiting for my dad to come back from philippines then he can decide where to move me to...
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Tuesday, 2 September 2008
Monday, 1 September 2008
Crossroads
In life there are many concepts and ironies which one just has to accept..
each of us take our own road in life... sometimes they intercept each other and that's when you make friends or get attached.. some friends stay forever and your pathways are intertwined. then in most other times, the joined road splits apart and we each go our separate ways again.
dunno why im so melacholic about it.. im a person who finds it hard and a pity to let go of things in life, like friends and jobs. especially when ive become comfortable to the situation then life changes in such a way that the roads have to divide. but i just have to accept the fact that some people will be lifelong friends and some are not meant to be. and no matter how you try to change it, the fact still remains that some personalities are simply not compatible for friendships and though you've tried your best, if the pathways are meant to be divided, they will be sooner or later.
but sometimes it hurts to think that you cant be friends anymore. and i always hold friends close to my heart.. even though a few years has gone by and i occasionally think about my good friends like manda, jess, jo, sam, jul and dan whom ive not contacted for a long time. when jo visited me that day at comex i just felt like it was such a pity that we all went our separate ways. and yes i still do miss the old times. however they're busy with jc life and me with poly life. there's that divide.. and we've really grown up alot these two years. all i can say is that i miss you guys and hope we can get together someday soon. good luck with your As too.. dont come poly after As ar. haha. (dunno whether they'll read this also lol)
whatever the pathways our lives may be... my friends will always be in my heart.. =)
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sadded day
was supposed to go to ikea with jh and then eat crabs for dinner. WHO KNEW that the full blow of cramps had to come as soon as i reached queenstown mrt!! from tanjong pagar i felt nauseous and pain already so once i stepped out to the platform i collapsed on the spot. LOL. everyone was rushing to me and asking "are you ok are you ok??" then one china lady was very concerned and pulled me up to the chair cos i couldnt even stand up.
then when i felt slightly better i went out to the control station to meet jh.. but the nausea and pangs came again so jh brought me to a nearby hdb to rest. everyone who walked by was staring but i couldnt care less. when u feel like you have a dagger in your gut, seriously you wouldnt be bothered about passerbys. haha. then i was wondering how come i will get nausea during cramps, usually dont have de. then jh realised that it could be cos i didnt eat food before i took the pills. so he ran to get me some bread then ran back again scared that i would faint.
after 30 mins, i was 1% better so we got a cab and sent me home. my $10 from my boss for having first sale on friday flew away already. hahah. XD the cab fee was exactly $10. then jh stayed with me at my place to take care of me..
after about 1 hour i was much better le. the cramps and nausea gone already.. wanted to go somewhere to hv dinner with him but decided to play safe and stay at home.. which was a good choice cos im still abit giddy and nauseous now. and my stomach feels like it's brewing soap or something. lol. must be that horrible ponstan.. (painkiller the doc gave me in case the cramps get too severe)
ugh. what a day.... my cramps today, thou seems bad, but it's only about 20% of the usual pain.. the nausea made it worse thou. poor jh got the scare of his life today... hahha... XD
i still want my crabs and durians ok. hahah. maybe tmr when it's better. =)
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