sigh. looking at how strong the SP dancesport club is; my heartstrings sorta got pulled. if not for my knee problem; i would probably have joined. but i remember the stress of remembering the steps; of perfecting it; of warm-ups, the stress right before the performances... then i dont want to anymore. hahaha. i guess the end product always makes the process look effortless? fact of life.. haha. i guess all who passed through dance would have kept a part of it in their heart.. regardless of our negative or positive experiences there. it's like a part of me feels like that story is not over; that i wish i could start all over in dance. but i guess; this is a story of my life which i will not be able to change.
still feel that i made the wrong choice in giving up certain opportunities; but right now.. i might as well make do with the decisions that i have made.. and make the best out of them.. =)
