and so today marks the end of my 3 day stint at _. today jin and i were talking all day as usual.... until he had to go at 6 then i talked with bear and alex as we did our work until 8.30. i think we were making alot of noise.... hahaa.. .but it didnt affect our work la... we still completed everything we were supposed to complete.. just tt i think our supervisors in the room were abit distracted cause of us.. hehe....

i love the friends there.... just not really the job cause the jobscope is really monotonous.. but at least i get a taste of what it's like doing admin work.

after work went to marina square for dinner. talked summore... then when gg home by mrt alex wanted to take a grp photo but abit paiseh in the mrt la; so crowded. ^.^ next time ba! hope to take with our supervisors too.... hehe... thou we made alot of noise.. oops.. but otherwise i would not be able to last so long thru 3 days without making noise leh... from day one i was already restless and crapped with jin all the way to day three. heeee.

this feeling is so refreshing.... wish i could feel this carefree-ness working at _. =(

actually tmr can go still... but i really need proper sleep... so i guess i'll give tmr a miss. piggy nids her 10hours a day. XD

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omg i slept 3 hrs then went to work. so sleepy and tired.

but today was freaking FUNNY ok!! me and my friend; who's from DIT btw; were making jokes the whole afternoon on the stuff that we were doing. hahahahaah. good thing i got a friend to joke with; otherwise im so sure i'll fall asleep working!! haah!! but it helped me concentrate better. hehe.

the work is boring; but it depends on yourself to make it fun.. i guess that applies to life also... ^.^

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today was such a fun day.... went to take passport photo for my hotel admin job, then went to collect my IT show pay. then went out with IT show group pple for dinner and dessert, all the way until 11!! hahaha. by the time i reached home was like 11 plus alr. but.... it was really fun!!! hahaha. they're really nice and wacky people... then got alot of 'scandal'... hahahahaha. tease here tease there; very funny... XD like permutation and combination liddat; any possible combination they think of becomes scandal. hahaha.

went to geylang to have dinner and soy dessert... as we were walking along the roads, got so many chee ko peks looking at us... then us girls walked in between the guys. almost all of them just finish NS wor! don play play.. hahaha. guess we'll have a next outing the next time we collect the remainder of our pay. =)

tmr starting work.. have to wake up so early.. goodness..

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i think msn is such a fantastic invention. you can keep in touch with people whom you dont really get the chance to talk to in real life; and without any real-time pressure.

was talking to beier abt my gpa and choice of course... the grass is always greener on the other side.. he was trying to get me to switch course to DIT and waste my one year of business admin.. hahaa... but at the end; i will complete this course first.. if my interest is really in IT; then i dont see any problem sitting for external courses and getting certs. for now; being around pple with near perfect GPAs like jason, junhao and beier is stressful... hahha.... XD

but.... im really super freaking glad and appreciative of their guidience and advice... super many thanks to aaron and beier for sharing lobang for a new job.. thou they will not read my blog.. hahaa. XD

also, especially loads of thanks to junhao for always listening to me almost everyday during this troubled period.. i know he's very free.. haha... but the fact that he bothers to listen to my laments means alot to me... and not getting sian of me... haha.. thank you. =))

oh must also thank the dragon... thou he always like to bully me, but he really helped me alot through the year... until i feel so indebted to him... hahaa. but apparently it's all repaid by suaning me; according to him... LOL.. good thing jason doesnt read my blog much. otherwise im positive he'll swell up to be larger than the big dragon he already is. HEHEE. XD

also thanks to kim and ber... thou i know ber is busy this period with work; but she's always there to listen whenever im sad.... =) and to kim also. was so touched when you saw my msn nick and asked me what happened; plus called that guy a *-er after hearing abt how he treated me... hahhaa.... feel tt im really very fortuante to have you girls as my clique for this past one year.. =)) will seriously miss doing projects together with nina also.. but we have to move on in life yea.. =) and maybe eat together during common breaks! ^.^

dunno why i suddenly felt like thanking people today... hahaa... cause i feel that even thou im facing so much troubles in life; im soo blessed to have friends like you guys to turn to.... going through the troubles is never painless; my life has so much pattern.. haha.. like almost every week i got one new pattern in my life... hahaa.. but from the bottom of my heart; im really thankful for u guys.. for being there for me when im going through pain.. your friendships really mean alot to me. =))

i still remember that day when i didnt dare to step through the spic clubroom door... until kim and ber were so pek chek with me and kim wanted to walk in already... hahaha.... XD a clubroom full of guys leh; what do you expect.. hahaha.. of course, the girls were not there that day. lol. but.... ever since i stepped through that door.. my life has changed in ways i never fathomed possible.. ive made so many amazing friends.... even if i didnt benefit anything else from spic other than them; it's ok... cause their friendships mean more to me than anything else. =)

my gosh im being so mushy today. gonna sleep le... not like muffy who's running away on the wheel. haha. it's still not used to us yet; still biting my sis. we'll see in time to come. nite peeps. that's all the mushy-ness for today. haha.

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thank goodness my hotkey buttons not working problem could be solved just by reinstalling the driver. just the thought of sending my darling back to the service centre freezed my heart lol. plus i think the PA mart pple are sian of seeing me there already lol.

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really feel so dumb.kohjinsha has a build in factory restore status; which means i could have done the recovery myself instead of sending it away for 1 week just for them to do what i could have done. interesting thing is; that pa mart also didnt know that it came with it either; since i guess usually we have to enter vista before we can do factory restore. kohjinsha even has a build in ghost image thing so they didnt have to try to use acronis. before doing anything; ive learnt my lesson; to read the manual. haha.

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friendster is being erratic. keep refusing to load pages.

it's gonna be a busy day today! and oh; my kohji is out of hospital!! =D

yesterday played with my hyperactive hamster. and ive decided never to take it out to play again; cause it runs SO FAST and im so scared it'll hide inside one of the many holes i have in my kitchen. like under the fridge or something. it's happened too many times with my previous hamsters already. and i put some bath sand in muffy's sandbox for it to bathe. it really turned upside down to bathe itself until i think it twisted it's legs or something and couldnt move. hahaa. no pics cause i had to immediately bring it's cute little legs down from the air and untwist them. hahaha!! it's really hyperactive sia.. wonder what'll happen if i gave it coffee.. hahaa. keeps running in the wheel; then runs about the house, then into the tube and out of the tube.. into the sand bath and occasionally bathing itself.. then the wheel again! haha. love that little ball of fluff.

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sigh. looking at how strong the SP dancesport club is; my heartstrings sorta got pulled. if not for my knee problem; i would probably have joined. but i remember the stress of remembering the steps; of perfecting it; of warm-ups, the stress right before the performances... then i dont want to anymore. hahaha. i guess the end product always makes the process look effortless? fact of life.. haha. i guess all who passed through dance would have kept a part of it in their heart.. regardless of our negative or positive experiences there. it's like a part of me feels like that story is not over; that i wish i could start all over in dance. but i guess; this is a story of my life which i will not be able to change.

still feel that i made the wrong choice in giving up certain opportunities; but right now.. i might as well make do with the decisions that i have made.. and make the best out of them.. =)

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today my sis went to get a hammy cause she complained that she's too stressed and needs a hamster to destress. haha. introducing the newest member of the family; muffy, a sapphire dwarf. ^.^ we initially wanted a syrian; but after considering that bigger hamsters are stinkier; we went for dwarf.

pics taken with my 2mp hp phone; i miss my 3.5mp nokia.. =(

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hving cramps and nausea.. but at least it's better than yesterday..

had a WEIRD dream today. dreamt tt i was hving lessons in AJC campus; but the school is SAJC. apparently we switched campuses?? hahahah. then abit run down. then was in the classroom. and MR M (my sec sch ENGLISH teacher) was teaching us CHINESE. HAHAHAH. XD then he was writing down the answers on the whiteboard. then everyone was busy copying down the answers; and i was feeling scared cause i didnt do my homework. hahhaa. XD then when i asked to be excused from the class; when i went out, i was in KCPPS. like what the??? hahahah!! funny dream!! XD

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freaking miserable week. cant believe how fast time flies. it's friday already. considering that ive stoned away my time for like 2 days.

death-like cramps today for 4 hours. each time they come; i contemplate suicide. sigh. gonna hv to be very active in sports to prevent anymore of them. cause my sis doesnt get them and she's v sporty.. don care le.. im not gonna drink that horrible tasting chinese medicine any more than once. feel like puking..

someone is not making any freaking sense.

honestly; do i have a sign on my head which says: DAO ME???? then why do i attract people who like to dao me huh??? crap man. im slowly turning numb to it already.

feeling really weak now. dont think i can go to work tmr. but; im already not working on weekdays.

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i wanted to die when i realised that vista is backward compatible. which means u can install programmes made for xp and below on it. and after my kohji was sent to hospital after i tried downgrading it to xp; my dad was like: you should keep it in vista cause microsoft will stop it's support for xp in june. sigh. just hope to get my kohji out of hospital soon.. but it'll take a week. wish kohjinsha could hv the same support service as HP...

i guess all it takes is patience.

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life changes when we least expect it. but i should have seen this coming.

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it's getting harder and harder to get into uni.. if those from jc cannot even go in first; what more about us. soon; uni will be the minimum qualification for working professionals... but many will want to enter but there'll not be enough space. sigh. the only other option is overseas then. or find a rich husband and be a tai tai. hahaha. actually, somehow, i dont intend to work full time all my life. i feel that that would be very unfair to my children. to me; they come before work. else the cycle of seeking the best in life would continue. and the only ones suffering will be the children who are neglected. maybe that's how my life was; hence i want to spare them from it in the future.

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today was an okay day i guess. but alot of things happened. for one; my kohji needs to be sent to the service centre. two; my thumbdrive was stolen while it was left unguarded in the showroom. sigh. must learn that even in showroom; things can happen. and the guy who stole my thumbdrive was probably the guy who stole the red mouse pointer from the lenovo laptop. despo person.

anw. i had to redo my quotation cause i only had one copy in the thumbdrive and forgot to save it in another laptop. sigh. it's just sian to redo it cause it's EXCEL. lol. plus hv to type out the specs all over again.

someone is treating me bad to worse at work. im getting quite sick of this treatment. and he's supposed to be a friend. i guess certain friendships are transient. hate cold wars at work. totally makes me have no mood to work. i guess life can never reach the ideal. and i guess im an idealist; but i'll live with my current situation. after all; im already very thankful that i have a job which teaches me alot of things... from sales to software and hardware.

today had to attend to so many customers who did not have any intention to buy. tts y i dont rli like to work on weekends cause of this. sometimes working on weekdays; can sell the same number as on weekends. but thank goodness for two sales; otherwise my pay today would hv been miserable.

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tired from work. brought 'homework' back. first time ive ever had 'homework' from work. i miss the carefree feeling when i don hv to do anything when i reach home. i guess it's been a long time since ive felt that compulsion to complete homework after reaching home from school. haha.

i guess im slowly turning numb to the things which are happening around me. numb to feelings. numb to people. i wish i had better relations with my colleagues. i wish i didnt screw up all the time. but im too tired to care anymore.

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bought my kohjinsha today. u guys will probably get to see it if u see me in school cause i'll probably bring it to school everyday. haha.

quite a few things off my mind for now. and alot to do to my kohji.

1) install xp
2) dual boot vista
3) vmware _ os
4) install software

have already done the rest like upgrade ram and trying out the vga o/p cause the screen is so ridiculously small. as well as my wireless keyboard and mouse. so shuang to be able to move them here and there without any wires. ha. ok that was geek talk.

and no more anti virus, anti spyware, anti trojan software for me cause i will hopefully be using linux to surf the net.

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goodness i feel like some big lump of busy thing

currently ongoing in my life are:

1. apply for part time job
2. enrollment IT show stuff
3. buy my kohji!!
4. friendship problem
5. schedule clashes
6. work at food fest this sat and sunday

busy busy bee everyday. =/

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back to work tmr. oh dear.

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and so, today marks the end of my 4 day stint at _. missed selling laptops throughout; because this job was not exactly mentally stimulating. thou selling laptops is mentally stimulating in a sense; it's also very very emotionally challenging. thou i think i ought to be more able to cope after working in showroom. i guess after this; i should be working for laptops all the way... but i guess im a little bored of it already... but... if you've done something for quite long; it's natural for you to be bored of doing it for such a long time right.. but it also means that you are more proficient in it as compared to other areas.. but naturally as humans we get bored... ugh.. so ironic...

1 more month of boredom. gotta find another job soon before i rot to death.

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i dont give a * about my gpa or how *-ing low it is. cause i should be *-ing happy already that i dont need to retake module. lol. that being said; maybe my expectations of myself are too low. or that comparisons is having it's desired effect. not that i went to compare on purpose. comparing gpa is as useless as comparing my sales with fish. as if after u compare you can do better. for me; it'll only make me more inferior, not motivate me. and actually; for the past record, somewhat the same thing happened in Os. just that people somehow think that straight A2s are stellar. lol. putting that into this contex; it's like people thinking that my gpa is stellar now. that kind of logic.

uni uni uni. this freaking paper chasing world. maybe im lamenting cause suddenly i find myself on the wrong side of the education system.

go to mysas nyaa there to check yr classes. mine's dba/2A/10. same as ber. kim's gg to 07 logistics. sigh.

earned $150 for this two days so far which is like regualr pay. and fish is not making it any easier by telling me that he has been selling more than 10 sets each day for the past two days, earning at least $500 so far. i hate comparisons. can i live in my own shell please.

oh. can you believe that my leg has bruises just because i stood for too long for the past two days. didnt know legs could form bruises just by standing so long. haha.

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it's so late and i wasnt able to sleep through the nite. hai. just finished creating a poster for my company.. i dont get paid for this extra work but i think it would be pretty cool to see it actually up. hahaa. thou it's like very simple.. anw it didnt take much time.

gonna be so bored for the whole day..

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finally a day off tomorrow.

today's sales was not bad considering that IT show is just around the corner. i guess there are many who don want to squeeze with the crowds. i will admit that the crowds are horrendous during IT show.

earned about $60 today? haha. tmr getting some rest before chionging during IT show.

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sales was ZERO today. which means i earned $3 an hour; aka $30 today. *smacks head*. totally no people; maybe cause people are waiting for IT show which is upcoming this thursday. tmr gonna work again.. thou i thought i didnt hv to. those who bought were foreigners. lol.

kinda thankful that i'll be working for another type of sales in IT show.. get some exposure and do different things.

dont feel like working tmr. but also dont feel like rotting at home. wish i could have a job which pays at least $6 an hour. at least that pay is stable.. sigh.

i dont like friends who treat you so well at one time and then treat you like dirt at another. should just ignore him.

kane got a new sony SZ55.. waaa so lich... i can buy 2 kohjinshas with that price... ^.^

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a day off, like finally. haha. and somebody had to call me twice while i was in the midst of a relaxing lunch to scare me about something which i had already settled regarding work. i think im gonna get a heart attack soon. no prizes for guessing who the health hazard is.

most probably my kohji will be released in IT show 2008!! ^.^ but i'll be too bz to buy it leh.. sigh..
after IT show lo..

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some freaking idiot is freaking pissed with me for some freaking reason which i dont know; which makes me freaking pissed too. freak. freaking idiot acting like some freaking petty teenage girl. and it's not like it's the freaking first time.

other than that freaking idiot who spoilt my day; i earned $50+ selling 3 laptops today thou i worked about 6.5 hours only. i guess most of it is 'luck' cause i didnt really hv to explain alot for them to buy. considering getting another job for more exposure to the outside world and glad that one is upcoming during the IT show when i will be working for another company. but on regular days; i cannot seem to find an office job. sigh. guess admin work will be sai kang and i will not be treated very well; whereas here at least im quite comfortable.

went shopping alone today after work. bought a new skirt. haha. realised that my sales has gone up since ive been wearing skirts and contacts. LOL. so lame. but at least it's more fun to dress up for work; otherwise work will be super boring.. boss has also been rather happy with my improved sales.. thou i attribute it to 'luck' or my subtle change in appearance? hahaa. i wonder.

hate for people to be pissed at me for no freaking reason. makes me super pissed too.

havent taken a day off in about 4 days... which doesnt seem like alot but feels like alot... wonder how the full timers tahan man.. only 1 day off in a week.. don feel like going to work tmr either with that idiot harbouring some unknown grudge against me. and it's not like my sales are better than his or what which causes his competitive streak to arise. im sick and tired of friendship problems.... damn irritating.. and he doesnt want to tell me what's up either so i have no clue whether it's my fault or what. whatever la.

oh btw ppl from dba 03. we will only know which option we get into 1 wk before school starts when they release our timetable. hope the three of us can be in the same class... like SERIOUSLY... nina will be gg to logistics; all of us chose marketing as first choice thou.

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