amazing me forgot that it was valentine's day and went out to entertain myself at amk and bishan. went to amk hub to make my ocbc account cause posb and dbs atms are forever frustratingly crowded. felt like a noob. lol. cause i wanted to create a debit card and apparently i cannot get a bank book. weird la. then bought a singtel prepaid card and stamp for stamping stuff with my name and hp on my posessions or during IT show. yep. so that was my day of self-entertainment and how i spent valentine's day. haha. everywhere i went there were students carrying pushie flowers or roses given my friends or their special someones. reminds me of how we exchanged gifts in crescent during valentines day. so cute. haha. now poly cannot celebrate valentines day like that le. haha.
i actually managed to talk myself out of depression. amazing. after like 4 hours of meditation. not sitting there and 'hmmmmmm'-ing la. thinking does wonders. ive realised that as i grow older, i spend more time on thinking. sometimes more time on thinking that i spend on doing or working. i think reflecting is equally as important as doing; or sometimes more important. i love to daydream.. i could daydream all day; especially when im sad. either to convince myself being sad is not worth it, or to find some way to turn the situation around. and i hope what ive thought out with turn this whole work problem thing im experiencing now, around.
status: still unemployed
