Wednesday, 23 January 2008

marketing exam is over. which only means that stats is nearing. im so dead. i was feeling super nonchalant while taking marketing exam. the same way i felt during prelims and Os. it's like, exams dont have an effect on me anymore. as if i couldnt even be bothered. cause im feeling like a transparent wall, not a dartboard whereby the darts of exams previously gave me pangs of stress. now, just study and go. the exam room doesnt frighten me anymore. what's the use of being afraid. it doesnt increase your marks. exams are not a word i fear anymore. neither is presentation; for that matter. im getting so numb to this education thing.

on a lighter note. i finally managed to get my black pepper crabs. ^.^ believe it or not, doing that itab project had a subconscious effect on me. haha. i couldnt believe i craved for crabs ever since then!! haha. bought them from bishan which was twice more expensive as those from toa payoh; but mum and dad were feeling guilty that they had delayed buying them for me for very long already. hehee. cause dunno y, today the crab supplier in tpy didnt bring the crabbies. out of all the days. the crabs must be scared of me, knowing that im coming. MUAHAHA.

alot has happened emotionally for me this week. fish suddenly decided to dao me on sunday, leaving me totally speculating on how i had offended him. i was working with him on saturday and he was still ok you know. lol. after being worried for a few days, he finally said that he was just in a bad mood due to too much work. sheesh. wonder if guys are always like that. just like to withdraw into their caves and dont even say what's bothering them. make people around them speculate and worried only. it's like, tell me your reason and i'll understand and not bother you, but dont just suddenly dao people. scary de leh. lol im not typing this directed to him cause he doesnt read blogs. im just saying; are all guys that withdrawn when they're in a bad mood? and dont even wanna talk or let pple know why they're not speaking? another thing i dont understand about guys. lol.

im going crazy; reading up on everything and anything to do with my eee. touchscreen mods, bluetooth hacks, everything. somehow, reading up just helps me reduce that craving to get my machine. haha. oh; and blueray is pwning hd dvd leh.. warner bros just dropped it's support for hd.. hm.. kinda unexpected.. esp when i had thought hd was a clear winner given the amount of exposure hd gets compared to blu ray. oh well.

my resume is not being replied to.. goodness... if this is the case then there goes my holiday full time job. sadness... sadness..

and.. i cant believe that on a normal exam day like this; 10 people have visted my blog?? fwah?? serious not?? you guys dont need to study?? and how come you guys visit but never tag har? i only get a few people tagging!! fess up and tag!! HAHA. XD but ok la, i can understand also.. sometimes i go to people's blog but have nothing to tag about. LOL. so never mind. XD