having a fever. had sore throat ytd; then nasal irritation today. then fever came at like 4pm while i was doing cca drive shift. at least it was not like last time when i coughed blood.
things to do:
1) QA tut to present
2) fma tut, both with freaking lot of questions
3) 2 projects due by wk 7
4) revise for microsoft excel and word cert; exam on 16 may
what the crap am i trying to do to myself.
report writing is fun. XD
Active form: sophia ate the noodles.
Passive form: The noodles was eaten by sophia
Rachel's form: Sophia was eaten by the noodles. XD
and today after uccd tut while i was walking along the corridor with ber; i went:"UCCD is fun" in a sleepy tone; easily misunderstood for sarcasm. and guess who was behind us... our tutor. XD
so many things to do. tutorial, projects, revision for excel and word, cca stuff... im going mad. =x
when will the wound he inflicted on me; heal completely? There are simply too many scars on me for me to bear anymore. wish i could live life simply and happily.i guess time heals all wounds.
some interesting stuff about unis. do u know that SP is ranked 2823, followed by NYP, 3510?? and most people expected ngee ann or temasek to be in the list right?? XD now NUS is ranked 141, NTU 469. SIAO. fight so hard to get into a ranked 141 uni in the world?? previously NUS was ranked 19 i think; then ever since they changed the method of ranking to focus more on school culture and non-academics; NUS and NTU has been on the decline in ranking. goodness. and you wonder why you dont get to read this in the newspapers. XD
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friendster hates me. it refuses to upload my pics. so there. i have officially moved over to facebook. XD
burnt a whole day on cramps; again. it's not my fault that ive been coming home late like everyday and have no energy or time to exercise. better make major changes soon. having a headache from the panadol... that sounds ironic.
jh managed to find the file i needed in daiso!!! daiso rocks man.. and jh rocks too.. XD (later somebody complain i biased) hahaaa.
cannot believe tmr is monday sia. i felt like today didnt come at all since i spent the whole day dying. lol.
anw. school has been boring.. except for the fact that i have ber, spic, jh and many other random events which occur to brighten up my life. like how last accounts tutorial was funny; as in before the tut started.
JASON! i told tan yenyen that you called her cute. XD hahahaha. she totally remembers you sia. and apparently it's you who sat on her duck right. LOL. and mr raj said he wanted to get a kohjinsha too when he saw mine. XD EVERYONE says it looks like a toy can!! FEEL MY WRATH... lol...
but... when i see people carryign their macbooks around.... i get a tiny feeling of infidelity to my kohji.... HEEEEEE. mac is my first love... LOL.... cos... it just rocks. the os, the build, the aesthetics and everything. but it's like twice heavier than kohji.. but if there was ever a mac as small and light as the kohji; i'll pounce on it. XD don tell me macbook air la. no $ and i like a white keyboard. HA.
seriously i feel like i can get a heart attack each time i update vista. later after updating, my driver doesnt work or worse, my system CRASH and i have to system restore. MAFAN. that's why i disabled my automatic updates; but i figure that's not very safe. but BLAH. i hate updating. i want to live in the stone age and use windows 95; then no virus maker will make virus for windows 95. LOL.
or best.... use linux.. BUT... OBVIOUSLY WINDOWS live messenger is made by WINDOWS, FOR WINDOWS. sheesh. so either way i will get virus even if i surf thru linux cos my 2pid live messenger cannot work on linux. -.-" yes there are alternatives like miranda and pidgen, but they're not the same. =/
cant believe i havent updated for 4 days. goodness.
all i can say is; projects and tutorials are piling in; and for the first time in so long; im actually completing every tutorial LOL. guess that was how my first sem in yr1 was at first; then slowly.. hahaha. hope i will be able to sustain this. XD which i think will be possible cos we have rather strict tutors this yr. lol.
im really glad i dont feel easily cold anymore; that i can wake up at 6.30am for 3 days a week; and not feel unbearable. i dont think many teenagers are like me; having so many health problems at such a young age; so if you want to know then ask me ba.
omgg i loveeeee strawberry youghurt chocolate!!! aka the milka one which was originally sold at the cocoa trees. unfortunately they removed it from their milka chocoloate line!! good thing one day i decided to spend some time at the sweet corner of j8 and realised that they have the strawberry youghurt choc there!!! ^^ i have tried meiji one and it's not as nice, plus it's more ex cos it's a japanese brand. XD RACHEL IS A HAPPY GIRL. XD i have a sweet spot for certain stuff.... that specific milka chocolate; alcoholic chocolates, (inside got alcohol cream de) japanese food (sushi tei), char kway teow, prata, BLACK PEPPER CRABS, stingray, and most local foods. XD heheeee i have a soft spot for food!!! XD esp stuff which are extremely spicy, sour or sweet. XD
not going for lollipop at mos cos... i simply cannot take loud noises. lol. unfortunately have to miss out on tmr with the girls. =x
evidence to prove that... RACHEL STILL PWN-ED JASON. XD
[ rachel ] says:
jason see my tag
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
LOL
[ rachel ] says:
tagged back.. XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
[ rachel ] says:
WALAO
[ rachel ] says:
i don care i pwned u
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
HA!
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
turn one round and shoot you
[ rachel ] says:
someone in denial
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
who?
[ rachel ] says:
lame excuse lor jason... come on you can do better than that..
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
last itme when i was kid always use this tactic
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
now still using
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
lol!!
[ rachel ] says:
yeah........
[ rachel ] says:
u yrself admit... hahahaa
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
回味 mah
[ rachel ] says:
HAHA
[ rachel ] says:
louya... XD
YAYYY TODAY I PWN-ED JASON DIPDIP!!!! XD here is the convo to prove that I finally have OWNAGE!!! MUAHA
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
_ is still the best
[ rachel ] says:
hahaha
[ rachel ] says:
got looks and brain hor? XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
yeah
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
LOL
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
i thought of something evil
[ rachel ] says:
what..
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
i imagined that you asked me the same question: me got looks and brain hor? XD
[ rachel ] says:
er lol
[ rachel ] says:
i not so boliao to ask u cos i know iw ill get boliao answer
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
so i thought of an EVIL answer
[ rachel ] says:
...............
[ rachel ] says:
what? that i no looks and no brain?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
eh i haven say leh
[ rachel ] says:
then?
[ rachel ] says:
but i say correct right?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
i din blurt that i thought you have no brain
[ rachel ] says:
er..... then u wanted to say that i don hv looks?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
ah u dun get the joke
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
fell flat
[ rachel ] says:
HHAHAHAHAHA
[ rachel ] says:
yay i outdid jason X
[ rachel ] says:
XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
u still dont get what i mean ah
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
i didnt blurt out that i thought you have no brain
[ rachel ] says:
so u saying that i hv no brain?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
finally
[ rachel ] says:
lol
[ rachel ] says:
u don get what im tryig to do? im trying to prove yr point tt i hv no brain XD
[ rachel ] says:
jason got pwn-ed XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
ok ownz
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
lan lan
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
this time round is lppl
[ rachel ] says:
now i wonder who got pwn-ed better. me admitting that i hv no brain; or that you got owned.hahahaha
[ rachel ] says:
? IppI?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
lan3 pa1 pa4 lan3
[ rachel ] says:
er whatever that means lol
[ rachel ] says:
yayyy rachel owned jason!!!! XD
[ rachel ] says:
LIKE FINALLY
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
aiya! shld not have started it
[ rachel ] says:
hahahahahaahah i used to yr suan-ng le la
[ rachel ] says:
jason... yr suaning growing mouldy le.... must think of new ones.. XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
i thought whatever i said is the fact
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
never suan ah. is real
[ rachel ] says:
whatever la don try to redeem yrself XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
stop hiding from the dark and blindly make-believe yourself that i am suan ing you
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
no wait. should be IN the dark
[ rachel ] says:
whatever.. science can prove that i hv a brain..
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
yeah no doubt abt that. but then the issue is whether it is functioning or not
[ rachel ] says:
not functionig how to pwn you? haha
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
ok sian
[ rachel ] says:
HAHAHAHA
[ rachel ] says:
yayyy i own-ed you again XD
[ rachel ] says:
woohooo today is rachel own jason day!!!
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
urgh
[ rachel ] says:
MUST put it on blog. XD
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩][ To conquer and defeat with honour. ] says:
LOL
previously my kohjinsha SH8's hotkeys were not working.. then just now when i switched it on the touchscreen was not working. needless to say i got abit jittery. googled for a solution but i couldnt find any which worked. reinstalled driver- tried to; but it said it couldnt even find my device. somehow i went to look at what devices i had under my usb safely remove panel and saw my penmount usb 6000. which means that it's actually classified as a usb device lol. so went to disable and enable all my usb devices; and yayy!! not only my touchsreen is working again; my hotkeys are working too. ^.^
apparently this problem is present not only on my kohjinsha but on my previous fujitsu as well.. when i reformat it and try to reinstall the drivers; the mouse is not able to work. but disabling and enabling it again does the trick.
played around with stat counter and found out some interesting details. 2 visitors used linux to access my blog; and one used windo, not windows; to access. and another surprising thing is that; 62% of viewers were on my blog for for than an hour. 0.0 how is that possible?? lol i have no idea. my entries are not that long right?? haha. XD
actually there has been quite alot to blog about; mainly abt my new lessons. generally i find year 2 modules more interesting than yr 1 ones.. and im feeling positive abt financial and management accounting; thou i did really badly for my accounts in year 1. and this year the teachers seem better than last year... year 2 is gonna get pretty hectic.. =/
pwn-ed my dad at repairing my internet. sweet. XD
went out with ber after school to bugis with the intention of buying a bigger bag for school.. but given my exotic taste for bags and the prices of the ones i liked; i decided to not buy a new one after all. hahaa. went to ministry of food to eat.. food's not bad; but i like sushi tei better. =D
another 8am class tmr. wow.
second day of school.... it's getting sian-er and sian-er. today started at 8 am all the way until 6pm. today had uccd.. quite ok ba.... played some geography quiz. then had report writing and presentation skills. same old same old.. like effective communication. i think that these modules are kinda repititive.. but have to go thru them anw.. XD
another 4 sian hours ahead.. =(
went to shaw centre tcc to eat dinner as a celebration for my mum's birthday.. then my bro, sis and me ended up with uncomfortable stomachs. my dad thinks it's because of the soup which was unusually thick and salty.. my sis is ok now cos she only drank a few spoonfuls. but me and my bro are not well yet cos.. we have numb tastebuds which cannot tell that the soup has alot of msg.. =/ rawr. so never drink the soup at tcc. X(
school starting tmr... i dont like the modules. they look super boring. =/
there hasnt been any entertainment for quite a while. so i shall post jason and my convo. XD
[ rachel ] says:
but it keep giving me waiting sign lol it doesnt wanna start installing hahaah
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩] says:
your comp sucks man
[ rachel ] says:
...
[ rachel ] says:
u keep insulting my darling kohji next time it growup with inferiority complex
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩] says:
it already is
[ rachel ] says:
haven lo.. u are a bad influence
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩] says:
is it?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩] says:
how is it so?
[ rachel ] says:
wait ah my single core comp lagging
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩]says:
i told u ur comp sucks right?
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩]says:
i run server db and 10 server programs and still can chat with you with no lag
[ rachel ] says:
NO IT DOESNT
[ rachel ] says:
AND IM NOT IN DENIAL
[ rachel ] says:
*hyperventilates*
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩] says:
very good
~阿龙 Jason [天雷斩]says:
*clap hands
i just saw my quality management powerpoint slides. and they're nothing like what i thought i would learn. im so dead. it's all to do with factories and whatnot. and im already bored stiff by anything to do with mechanics. wrong choice; alot of suffering. yelp..
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i cant help but want to cry. thou it's over; i still cant let go.
finally quit my weekend job. because of certain things. those close to me will know.
saw him at the mrt just now. he pretended not to see me and walked away. i wish we didnt have to lose friends. esp those you think can be your lifelong friends. he taught me so much; he was like a mentor to me. but i was not the one who gave up on the friendship. so why continue holding on.
the experiences i had there; the things i learnt; will all my kept in my heart. part of my wonderful memories i have of my youth. learnt so much... went through so much. i wonder whether im ready to move on. i want to soar to greater heights. but part of me cant let go of that feeling of the typical; going to work every saturday and sunday; looking forward to that day's challenges. im someone who finds it hard to let go... because it's hard for me to find something i love; or love doing. so when i do; i tend to hold on to it. i guess most girls are like that.
school will be starting soon. and my baby kohji will be with me wherever i go. ^.^
just remembered that bernice is ending work today. mygosh;. havent talked properly for sooo long cause she's always working. am really at that at least i have her to accompany me for the next two years. =)
there is a possibility that i wont have to feel sleepy and tired all the time anymore; that my appetite will become better, that i will not have low blood count and pressure anymore. as well as that my knee problem will be resolved; after nearly 4 years since i had the problem, seen so many doctors and eaten so much medicine and supplements. maybe it'll take 1 yr; but at least i know of someone whose gone through the process and was healed.
on the bus i was thinking; would i take up dancesport after im healed? i feel like. haha. to be able to dance again.... dance is an uncompleted part of me. thou i thought i didnt like it; but my knee and other factors didnt allow me to complete dance fully in secondary school. plus knowing that many of my ex dancemates are still in dance in their respective jcs; i miss it. guess after 1 yr when im fully healed then i'll go think about it ba. =)
got quality management on wed... the server was lagging like siao... sp muz be no money to upgrade their servers lol. wanted charting for financial markets or etiquette but no slots le.
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woke up at 10 which is horribly early for a pig like me, and look what happened... muz be servers crashed when so many pple logged in together to apply for gems. my appt got shifted to 3pm... tio own-ed!! ok back to sleep. XD
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