read an article yesterday on how more and more japanese are literally working themselves to death.. more and more stress related sicknesses and heart attacks. which makes me wonder.. why are we studying so hard... haha... a poly student saying this.. hahaha.. when i think the pple in jc are more qualified to rant their minds out. XD
why are we working so hard... why does the curriculum seem to be trying to stuff info into our minds as if we were mindless robots... i dunno.. sometimes, i just wonder... what's the use of all these. then when you die, your brain rots in the grave. 0.o hahahaha.
what's more important than chasing grades? hm.. i gave up chasing grades long ago... now just doing my best in whatever's given to me. no expectations; it's happened too often that my expectations will never be met; and what i think is correct, may be dreadfully wrong. like in math; how you think that this is the right answer but then when the teacher explains it; you feel like finally the blinds have been taken off your eyes. ignorance kills. you think you're right; but then it turns out that you're wrong...
learn and learn..... learn till you're old..... correct your mistakes.... then find the right formula to get the right answers... it's a painstaking process which lasts a lifetime. i wonder why we're not tired of it...
at least tutorials are fun... at least i dont have so many lectures... at least..... i should be contented.
oh ya anyways. since im on the topic of studies. bernice, sy and i were discussing abt STUDIOUS-NESS ytd. bernice looks studious and IS studious. sy doesnt look studious but TRIES very very hard to look and be studious. me- looks studious but am NOT studious. muahaha.
then sy told me tt on thursday i chiong-ed off after IDEA... then may said that i chiong home to study?? hahahahaha. then sy was like 'NO! SHE DOESNT STUDY AT HOME!' but may wouldnt believe her. =D hahahaha. i chiong home is because 1) bus will be super crowded 2) traffic jam 3) i want to faster get home and sleep. XD yes, so rachel is not equals to studious. hahaha.
i think i slept too much.. woke up today with muscle aches on both my arms. thanks to carrying my laptop around for the whole day. or nearly the whole week.. then sleep too much.. now to neck ache.. hahahaha... then put the muscle cream... then now im BURNING UP. i feel like im evaporating. hahahaha.
qian4 bian3 de. why got so many online tests. next wk is elearning wk... but so much hw and online tests. and thankyouverymuch, the tests are like, HARDDD. and no lame pple tagging my board saying that a test is soft, not hard, or since it's online it doesnt have a consistency. 0.o haha.
